#WeLearnByOurNationsMistakes & by the #MistakesOfOtherNations
That's #HowWeBetterOurselves as a #HumanNation
i try eating but i dont understand why i have to eat when i dont fill the need to eat
Most times it more like out of habit Thats why im fat
im trying to dring 4 ensure each day but it freaks me out. I would prefer to eat 1 tuna sandwich a day. I dont understand why i have to drink such a vast amount of Ensure, All its doing is making me Fat. I wish i was perfect and not overweight. All I Do Is Eat Tons of food each day, So why do i need the ensure. If U looked at me U would understand Thats why i avoide and dont speek to persons BECAUSE U DONT UNDERSTAND!!!!! Ugggggggg
#ChristyClark did U know About This
10,000 Ton Texas Fuel Tanker traveling the B.C. Coast
If So did U Forget to Tell Us All about this Tanker
Personally I dont trust the #CanadianGovernment so why would i ever #Vote to have them as #MyTrusty to the Millions that are owed to Me & Every #CanadianBorn
They disregard #Canadians & what is best for Canadians by doing stupid sencless stuff
like trowing away good Canadian drinking wather by selling it to Nesley for less then $3.00 per 10,000,000 gallons
Now thats a scam on the Canadian Population when they sell it back for 2,50 a bottle to us
I hope persons stop
VOTING FOR SCUMBAGS LIKE THE PAST LOSERS THEY VOTED FOR
When will society Stop slaving for the goverment when we are all Milionars
STUPID PEOPLE WHO WANT TO REMAIN MODERNDAY WORKING SLAVES
VOTE FOR A GOVERMENT WHO LIVE AND SPEND LIKE KINGS
The 5 days i had not much of a Phone or Internet i spent cutting and putting together 4 different
Bald Eagle Bone Chokers
I had to add over 300 links on
#UnitedKingdomTVDirectory #UnitedKingdom #TVDirectory
It took forever & for the past 5 days i had no Internet or much of a phone ( Line Problems ) But now im just about done less then 100 links to add #HappyHappy
I need to sleep
Its not fair
they caused me to suffer on a public bus with a bunch of persons around as U can see in the video and that Filipino was loud enough for u to heir the slander from her making that African Girl breakout laughing extremely loud
(as U can see in the Video)
at me with a full tummy and her crap leftovers on her lap as the DirtySouled PigGoat Filipino kept slandering me.
What pleased me was when i got home and watched the video, and it as u can see speaks Volumes
A Picture tells a story how much better a Video
Regardless i went around the drive with 100 photos of them that i snapped from the video and placed them in all the mail slots on Commercial Drive telling persons they are racist towards sick aboriginals with a link to that video. I dont want to eat and i regret eating most of a tuna sandwich after my apoinment with Dr Birmingham and drinking 4 Ensure today Ugggg Not Fair
I Gave That Filipina Girl No Reason to slander Me
This PigGoat did This on a full tummy and with Joy and without just cause
Is this what we should expect from Filipinos who migrate to Canada
I dont want that kind of TRASH in Canada distroying the Canadian way of life with her Filipina TRASH
What part of that cant U Grasp
After what happened today
I now support the removal of all Filipinos who are in Canada without work permits
I support the BoyCott of places like McDonalds who hire Foreign labour disregarding Canadians who need jobs
U should all do the same
Video persons in Canada who are Racist and do what i did
POST IT Let the world know who them scumbags are
I arived at UBC Students Clinic at 1:00 the staff were pleased to see me as was i.
Last time i was at UBC was loung ago.
I went around the side to sit and wait. A few moments later Dr Birmingham arrived and walked me to his office. We brushed up a little on my summer then the apoinment started. Dr Birmingham explained im not the only person who was refused from his group and explained he started an outreach called
Dr Birmingham & Associates
he was talking when i interupted and told him he was correct about everything. The Anorexia the restrictive behavrols and the rest of the stuff Dr Birmingham discribed in me.
so i agread to have a loreta scan tomorow at 1:00
we talked about the new clinic and his willingness to help me overcome the Anorexia befour its to late. He told me a bunch of other patients were refused treatment at Saint Pauls Eating Disorders clinic.
They never supported me or helped me or others only gave us false hopes and broken promises of treatment so why should i support them.
Dr Birmingham talked to me about a part of me that dissociates from food and worsens when persons are around me.
He is correct about the way i behave around food and how i see myself.
I tried to explain to him something positive and good will happen for me if i just keep doing what im doing.
He says its a destructive voice that wants to destroy my talents and finally mylife. He calls it a voice of dissolution thats out to destroy me. A voice that tells me what im not and refuses to acknowledge what i am sick. A voice of destruction that only wants me to starve to death.
I dont understand enney of it as i explained to Dr Birmingham when i look at myself its not what i see, I see a Fat unhealthy person who is lazy and a glutton that should spend the rest of his life trying to burn all that fat off and a life time is not anouf time to do that.
My mom and sister are correct all i do is stuff myself like a piggoat and thats why im not in control when im around food, All i want to do is stuff myself with it. My dad would tell me the same Your eating me out of the house or my socalled friends would ask me if i wanted to be a sumo fighter. ugggg i hated them so verry much
Regardless part of me says im sick and i dont like it when it comes to mind i would prefer if that fat piglet would keep playing with its toys and stayed out of it. Thats the reason im fat because of that little shit head that keeps disturbing me with I'm Hungry i want to eat. Thats all i get from it.
I have to go for a walk and burn some of this fat that just won't go away like that voice telling me im hungry i want to eat
No one's stopping U so go and eat
Im going for a walk
So Thats whats going on in my brain and its just like Dr Birmingham Explained it.
Now all i have to do is let Dr Birmingham figger out the best way to treat the Anorexia .